Adagio

to keep myself focus, I need a Adagio

This is such a beautiful music, when you have something heavy in your heart
when you cannot get rid of it, when you cannot stop thinking about it...

Try the Adagio, it helps release such a repressed command inside you
it is not going to make you cry
it is not going to deepen your sadness
through the tempo, through the notes, your grief is really out of your body
and then you can be more of yourself
be more honest to your true self

It's Dec 3, 3 in the morning
the weather is just fine, not too cold, my hands can move freely
my eyes lids always want to close and my mind really wants to take a rest and has a sleep
my heart wants to stay awake
it likes: waiting for something

sometimes, it's just not easy to ask your heart to follow your mind
heart is where giving you an inner thought
mind, to me, it is something like a calculator
she shows you how

1 hour with Adagio, I'd better go to bed and
let tomorrow will be, will be....

4 hours later, I am at work again